AHHHHH!!!!!
Thursday, December 14, 2006
i juz feel like shouting lor.. i hate everything.. everything juz suddenly don seem to be right.. sometimes i juz feel like shout n cry it all out.. but it's useless so wad for.. actually i'm waiting.. waiting for the day when everything will go back to how it use to be again.. or.. probably i perfer my current situation and not to face it at all.. i dunno.. i'm tired of taking the initiatives .. explaining.. sick of it..
y am i always being compared .. y i cldn't love the person i'm physically closest with.. i juz cldn't .. i was forcing myself all along.. i feel so fake whenever i show care n concern for the person.. y y.. i want to love her .. but HOW!! n i don feel worried for the person neither .. y am i so heartless.. probably i'm juz a person tt people dislike .. but wad can i do .. i tried my best to care for the people ard me ..
although sometimes i am irritating .. too straight forward .. i really try
-- stupid little lamb--
8:19 PM