Tuesday, September 30, 2008
All the hurts are still there .. i'm biting my lips and tongue to prevent tears from flowing and live through each day..
there wasn't anybody when i try to find one to share .. when they'r finally back, i do not see the need anymore... the hurt that are sketched have been craved on to be another history..
-- stupid little lamb--
8:48 AM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
i'm pain... really very pain inside.. right now i do not even feel like seeing blood for i do not feel it helps anymore... i'm afraid, i do not want to end up in the state.. someone, someone be there pls.. i want to go out, or a busy job.. wadever.. to stop thinking...
-- stupid little lamb--
9:47 AM
Monday, September 22, 2008
i'm feeling more and more terrible... r all these a prank.. i'm trying, to pull myself to be stronger.. and why does things have to just continue to be more difficult with such short period.. what are these i'm scare trying to leave, but afraid... bloody idiot
-- stupid little lamb--
6:30 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
guys are just a bunch of selfish cowards... running away and leaving you alone when problems occur... whether will you survive or not.. its your own problem.. for their very own happiness is much more important than whether you survive through the sufferings..
-- stupid little lamb--
7:03 PM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
i dunno wad more can i say
i'm very pain .. very very pain...
so pain, i dunno.. so pain until i can hardly feel anything now
feeling so empty.. so scare.. so alone
i can feel nothing, but i can cry anytime.. anytime u wan me to
i'm really really am feeling so weak
who will be there??
i can't see
-- stupid little lamb--
9:19 PM
i am so down ..
Monday, September 08, 2008
y people stops me from doing it by their mouths and not by their actions..
people asks me to stop, scolds me to stop me, ignores me..
but little do i feel the love
i'm feeling scare
i'm feeling more down
how many would know tt i'm doing all these to replace CS
i cannot do it and i'm feeling so bad
i'm feeling so trapped, v xinku
-- stupid little lamb--
9:14 AM
